fin

haven’t written anything in a quick minute. a lot of things have been happening. i guess we’ll start off with graduation.

for some reason graduating never really sunk in with me. i was never really excited, i didn’t cry at our grad after party. in all honesty grad night felt like a friday, i was just really excited to get the fuck out of class and do some borderline stupid shit. looking back on it i guess i didn’t want to admit to myself that it was finally over. i didn’t want to admit that i only have 3 months left of treating my body like complete shit with the people that i absolutely love.

i realize in the past 9 months, i haven’t had a lot of time for my friends. between school and work, i can’t find the time to hang out. i was so convinced that i needed to work because i need the money. and i really do, but if i had learned to save my money early on rather then spend on stupid ass shit like clothes, i could’ve stopped working 4 months ago. i absolutely regret not listening to my parents when they told me to save money, at the time i was being an ignorant brat and just thought that they wanted me to be stingy like they are, but looking back i was spending money like i was bringing in 9 digits a year.working 2 jobs and 40 hours a week have made me fucking sick of being employed.

everyone is asking me why i’m going to leave one of my jobs. i miss sitting around with my friends not doing shit, i don’t want to come out only when plans are made. simply put, i don’t want to miss out on my last summer with everyone from this area. i missed out on enough sake bombs on wednesday and thursday nights, i’ve had to play catch up at one too many a party, resulting in zapopan straight to the dome, and blackouts on boris’ couch. i’ve had my fair share of memories, but not nearly enough to last me in davis, where none of my best friends are. i’m fucking ready to make this summer crazy enough so i don’t have writer’s block and post on this shit only once a month now.

let’s start with edc, 7 fucking days.

@1 year ago