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so i went to picnic day at uc davis with jenn this past weekend. honestly there wasn’t really a point in going for me because i had to send in my intent to register because that’s the only good school i got accepted to (appeal to fucking irvine pull through for me!) the drive there wasn’t that bad, a lot of people are caught up with getting out of where they’re currently situated, and going to college as far as they can, but i like the idea of being somewhat close to home. when i got there the first thing that stood out was the campus, it’s actually really nice, everything looks really new, but life seemed kind of dead. there was a parade getting set up and a lot of families were starting to pile in, but that’s not really my scene. my friend jeff hit me up and i met up with him and had a fucking good time. i honestly thought davis was going to be fucking lame, but it turned into a good day before i had to drive home buzzed so i can scoop ice cream for six hours.

but davis would’ve been fucking stupid if i didn’t see jeff. it was fun because i haven’t hung out with him for over a year since he moved. if he wasn’t there, i wouldn’t have known anyone else there, and i wouldn’t have had anything to do. a lot of people my age, especially at this time of the year, are talking about going to college and meeting new people. they can’t wait to ditch all the “high school bull shit” and everything they’ve been through. just ready to pack all their shit up and just fuck it all. i can’t fucking imagine going to college without one of my five closest friends. it’s going to fucking suck starting over. i know college is what you make of it, but fuck that fortune cookie bull shit. i don’t want to completely fucking grow up yet, and i’m not ready to leave everything behind.

make the most of what’s left.

@2 years ago